or is it the oppposite?
and if you are away from them for a while you almost have to reteach yourself your role?
i think my kids are so fun...(well today they were, parts of yesterday and most of last week) i am with them 24/7 right now, and i like it!
but i am a little worried about my week long stay in Mexico this summer-
missing them for one, but the whole getting myself back in the groove scares me a little-
i am afraid i won't like them when i get back
crazy, you think i'd be anxious to get back and i will be but not what i fear will await.
is that wrong, selfish or normal?
and "worry" isn't the word, it's like i don't want to miss out,
letting go of control stinks no matter why you are doing it.
then coming back to the rules being different for a while and sort of starting over in some ways. yuck. makes me just say, "forget you little mexico" but God said "go", so here i go...well, in a fe
w weeksagain, please pray for me-and them and the little kids i can't wait to meet-
see, she needs me too...
2 comments:
I didn't know you were going to Mexico. That will be a great experience! Right now, I'd like to leave my crazy kids and go! That's great that you're enjoying them so much right now. I wish I could say the same! :o) This too shall pass!
It's going to be okay. When I'm away from my little ones...which is almost never (like you), we appeciate each other so much more when I come home...and you'll have new things to bring to them as mama because of your experiences.
love to you...
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